Friday, February 26, 2010
I've been thinking about death a lot lately. How am I going to die? When? Will I die before Fonzy? I don't think I can make it in this life alone. Will I be old, young? Will it be violent? Will I get sick or just die in my sleep?
I don't know why I've been obsessed with dying. I guess a lot of it has to do with Samuel. I wonder what Heaven is like and will he be waiting for me? Does he hear my thoughts? Does he know how much I miss him. Did he know he was going to die?
We are on this earth for such a short time. An instant.
Will anyone lay awake at night, and shed tears for me? Will I be missed?
Would I have made a difference?