Friday, October 24, 2014

Another Doll Of Course

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I couldn't decide what to knit in between dolls, so started another doll. A doll seems to always win when I can't decide what to knit.

It's suppose to be nice this weekend. Going to get out and take some pictures of all the pretty leaves before they are blown away.

Monday, October 20, 2014

25

samuel2525 years ago today, I pushed you into this world. A perfect little baby, in which I had no clue how I was going to raise, being a kid myself. We had our ups and downs, but through it all, I loved you.

And 19 years later, I would bury you.

I still, at times can't believe it. This was not the life I envisioned when I held you in my arms all those years ago in the hospital. But it's what we have. 19 years.

I often wonder what you would be like today at 25. Would you be married? Have kids? Would your music career have taken off. All the dreams you had...gone in a split second.

I try not to dwell on the pain of losing you. Most days, the pain is bearable. But there are moments, when the pain in my heart is more than I can bear, when I feel I can't breathe, when the tears stream down my face and I want to scream at the top of my lungs WHY!

25....you would have been 25 today. Instead....you are forever young at 19.

Sunday, October 19, 2014

Day 19 - Done!

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And we have a doll! I hope the recipient loves her to pieces.

And  I have 2 weeks left of 31 days of doll knitting. Hmmmm...didn't plan on that. I think a Halloween project is in order. And then on to another doll!

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Day 18 - Hi!

jenedadoll10 Putting on finishing touches and this little cutie will be done!