Today was a dreary day
Kinda fit my mood
Sadness has seeped in
I try to fight it, try to hide it
Smile, laugh, put on my mask
I wonder why it's here again...the sadness
And then I realize why
It's almost October
Samuel's birthday
Should be a happy time....but it's not
It's another reminder that he is no longer here
I will never see him again
Clouds roll in
I go outside with my camera
Hoping for a glance, a sign, anything
Are you there
Are you ok
Do you see me
Do you feel how much I miss you
Love you
Wish I could hold you just one more time
One more time
The clouds will roll away
The sun will shine again
My sadness will subside
Life will go on
But I will NEVER, EVER stop missing you
I will NEVER, EVER stop loving you
NEVER, EVER
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