Samuel

Two years, 3 days have passed since you were taken from us. Two years! At times it seems like forever since I've seen you, heard you saying Mom, heard your laugh.....

Then at times it feels just like yesterday I got the call.....the call that changed my world forever. You were gone....taken by a dare! A dare! I still have a hard time believing that. You were just finding your way in this world, excited about your music, your life and in a blink of an eye, a shot of gun, all of it was gone. For nothing....

I still look up into the clouds, hoping for a glimpse of you. I see shadows in the corner of my eyes, turn quickly, sure it's you. I wait for you to come to me in my dreams....to see your smile, to hold you once more...if only in my dreams. I think of you every day, every hour. Our lives have gone on, we are getting older......but you will forever be nineteen.....nineteen.........

I miss you my baby.....my first born......my Samuel.....